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I've been to the doctor today. Kind of actually forgot about that appointment, so when the note on my phone went off I got really stressed out. Especially since I was half asleep at the time, trying to get myself through a rather nasty flu that has kept me in bed for a week now.

I absolutely hate having the flu, cause it seriously kills me. My head's worse than ever, and my energy level is down below zero, so all I do is sleep and feel chewed on. I get worse than a man when I'm sick, seriously. I die.

But, yeah, I had my appointment at the doctor's. And it was no small appointment. Had to answer a lot of questions cause I'm going in to get my head scanned, and they had to weigh me and measure my height and stuff, and then they took a lot of blood samples and stuff, as well as measuring my blood pressure. And I'm going back in on monday to give some other samples, and then I'll be coming back again in July unless something happens and I get called in earlier.

I'm under serious investigation.

Still doing a lot of tests and answering a lot of questions when I'm at the psychologist, and so far I'm scoring under every single symptom their testing me for. Ain't that great? It basically means that at this point it looks like everything's wrong with me. But, we're just at the beginning of things, so hopefully we'll be able to narrow things down as we go. Hopefully.


Another issue to deal with is finding a new place to live. I can't keep staying with my friend like this, for several reasons, and I need to be out of my old place by the end of July. Which ain't far off now. But everything's so damned expensive, and I have the worst money situation ever, so I don't know what to do anymore. And we all know I can't just get a room mate, cause that would just drive me, and the unfortunate idiot, insane.

It's a real issue, and one I'm struggling with finding a solution to. Especially these days when I'm sick with the flu on top of everything else. I seriously feel like crawling in under a rock and just die, cause right now that would be the best thing ever. I'm way too tired, both physically and mentally, of everything to be able to deal with things any longer.

I'd give anything for some magical solution that could save me.